The subway was not as crowded as she thought that it might be for this time of the year, and she found a seat without any effort at all. Helen was on her way downtown to buy some last minute Christmas gifts that Santa might bring to her two children. She had just received an unexpected bonus of $300 from her new boss. Since she had only been employed for such a short time, she had no reason to believe that there would be a Christmas bonus this year. God is indeed good. Everyday she repeats this over and over, and lately He has Blessed her over and over.<br>
It has only been a little over a year since she lost her beloved husband Bill in that unforeseen automobile accident. Actually, 15 months and 5 days. She had stayed at home that day because little Timothy had a bad cold, and she thought it best to keep him out of the rain. Sarah had fussed, but her daddy told her to mind her mother, and he would bring her something special when he returned. It sent a cold shiver up her spine when she thought that if they had all been together in that car, she would have lost at least one of her babies. She was so deep in thought that she almost missed her stop. She looked up just in time to see the doors start to close, and barely got off before they slammed shut.<br>
When she reached the street level, it seemed that all of New York City had decided to shop here on 34th street at the same time. She didn’t mind being jostled around, as she crossed the street heading to the Macy department store. She was happy because now she would be able to buy some new clothes for the children, as well as some toys for old Santa Clause to bring as well. Last Christmas was not a very merry one, with Bill being gone for such a short time. After the accident, she had a nervous breakdown, and the children went to visit their grandparents while she was in this state of depression. Helen was able to console herself with the knowledge that Bill was with the Lord, and that now she would take over and raise her two precious ones without him.<br>
Bill had always been the provider, and she was the nurturer, but now she would have to fill both rolls. Bill had earned a fairly good salary while he was a salesman on the road, but after he had a heart attack, he had to accept an inside position, at a greatly reduced salary. All of a sudden it was extremely difficult to make ends meet on the reduced income, and she couldn’t remember exactly when or how she ever forgot to pay the premium on his life insurance policy. It was when the realization hit her that there would be no insurance money to pay for the funeral expenses, nor the house payments, that she completely went to pieces. Fortunately Bill’s parents took care of the immediate expenses, but they were not in a position to continue to do so. Helen had to give up her home and move in with Bill’s parents so that the small amount of equity that she received for the sale of the house would sustain her and the children till she could find employment.<br>
Helen had little training for any kind of job. She was a homemaker, and a mother, and very good at both. Thus the first employment that she was able to find was cleaning houses for mothers that worked. In the New York area, this was not hard to find. It seemed that most families needed two incomes to survive in the manner that they were accustomed to. Of course, what she earned was barely enough, so they continued to live in her in-laws one bedroom garage apartment. It was small, but very nice. She had furnished it with some of the furniture that she hadn’t sold with the house, and it felt just like home. She missed having her own bedroom, as the children shared the only bedroom, and she slept on a hide-a-bed in the small living room. <br>
This arrangement went on through the long hot summer, with Helen having to take the subway from Mt. Vernon down to Manhattan’s west side, where most of the families that she worked for lived. If you ever had the misfortune to ride a New York subway during rush hour in the summer, you will understand why Helen learned to repeat over and over that God is good. It was while she was doing this, and packed in the subway car like a sardine in a can, that she noticed a fairly well dressed lady just inside the sliding door. She knew immediately that she had seen that same lady before, but could not remember when or where. While Helen was trying to remember who she could be, their eyes met, and the stranger smiled broadly at her. <br>
“You’re Helen Matthews are you not? I met you at Hilda’s condominium just before they left for Europe. I’m Jane Harrison”
“Oh, thank you so much. When I saw you I knew I had seen you before, but just couldn’t remember. Merry Christmas to you.”
“Thank you, but not too likely. I just lost my housekeeper of the past ten years. She has to go to California to help her mother care for her father. He is very ill.”<br>
“I am so sorry. May God Bless them, and you too.” Helen said bowing her head “Is there anything that I may do for you?”
“Well yes. You could move into my condominium and be my new housekeeper. You would have your own two bedroom apartment with a separate entrance, and if you’re as good as Hilda says you are, you would be the answer to my prayers”<br>
“God is good. I would love to, but I would need at least three weeks to give notice to my present employers, and …err, do you know that I have two little children, a boy three, and a girl almost six? Would that be a problem for you?” Helen asked. <br>
“No problem at all. I knew that you have children and that you are a widow. Here is my address and telephone number. Please give me a call, and come over to see my place. If you like what you see, then I am sure that we will be able to work out an arrangement that will be good for us both” Jane passed her a card.<br>
“God is so good, God Bless you. Can I come over tomorrow after 3pm? I will be in your neighborhood, and if that is convenient…”
“Perfect. I will see you then. This is my stop, goodbye.” She turned and was out the door, leaving Helen with her mouth open.<br>
“Yes God is good” Helen repeated another seven times.<br>
The day seemed to just fly by. Helen was so extremely happy and excited that all the scrubbing and polishing that she had to do became as easy as a walk in the park. Her God is good phrase gave way after another 20 or 30 times to “This is the day the Lord has made, rejoice and be glad in it”. She finished her work almost an hour sooner than ever before. She never noticed either the heat of the afternoon, nor the crowd on her subway train.<br>
When Helen relayed the news to her family once back in Mt. Vernon, it was obvious that even though they were happy for her new opportunity, they were sad that she and the children would be leaving them. Helen promised grandpa and grandma, that they would visit every chance they could, and that the children could spend at least one night every week with them. Everyone was happy, and admitted that God was indeed good to them.<br>
These were Helen’s thoughts as she waited for the light to change to red so she could cross 34th street to the Macys store. As she passed one of the Santa Clauses collecting for the Salvation Army, she stopped and dug in her purse for a couple of quarters to put in the basket. Thinking back about all the good things that God had blessed her with in the past few months made her turn back and place the rest of her loose change in the basket. Yes, God is good…to me. <br>
She remembered now how when she had seen the apartment that Jane Harrison had for her housekeeper, she gasped. Why, three of the garage apartments that she was now living in could fit in there with room to spare. Mrs. Harrison offered to pay Helen almost three times what she was now managing to eek out, plus the apartment with all utilities, including telephone and television cable. There were three TV’s, one in each bedroom, and one in the extra large living room. There was even a piano there. <br>
Jane explained to Helen that although she expected her housekeeper to keep the condo clean, she also had a maid provided by the homeowners association who came in everyday who would make the beds, clean the bathrooms, and take the laundry down to the laundry room and wash and iron everything, bringing them back the next day. Also, the Harrisons have a twelve-year-old daughter, who Helen would be responsible for after school until her mother returned home. That might include preparing an after-school snack, but making sure that she did not over indulge her sweet tooth.<br>
“Is that all I have to do? It hardly seems fair for you to pay me all that money for so little work.” Helen exclaimed.<br>
“I think it is a fair salary for a good person. We have always considered our housekeeper to be part of the family rather than just an employee. She would not be leaving us if she didn’t feel her mother needed her more than we do. I hope that you will stay with us for at least as long as she has. She will leave us after next week, and we will sincerely miss her.”<br>
“I can come in on my two days that I don’t have clients and help out after she has left” Helen volunteered.<br>
“No, Helen dear, you need your time with your little ones. But thank you so much for the thought. I meant that we would miss her as a PERSON, a lost member of the family. We will manage keeping the condo maintained until you move in.”<br>
“Then as far as I am concerned, it is settled. We will move in two weeks from next Monday, that is if you want us”<br>
“Yes, my dear Helen, I do. My husband George lets me make all the household decisions. I am very anxious to meet your children, and to have you meet our Dorothy. But why don’t you move in on Saturday or Sunday. George and I could help you anytime except Sunday morning. After church would be alright as well.”<br>
“Thank you so much. If we can move in on Saturday, then perhaps we could attend church with you on Sunday. I would like that”<br>
“That’s a deal! I will tell George tonight, and you just let me know the address and the time you want us to pick you all up. We have a suburban, so it will be no problem at all.”<br>
Saturday, September 8 had been moving day, and the 10th was the first day for Helen in her new position. For the past three months, Helen felt that God was indeed providing for her. Yes, God was good. And then this morning when Jane handed her the envelope that contained not only a very beautiful Christmas card, but also a check for three hundred dollars, tears swelled in her eyes, and she put her arms around Jane and thanked her profusely. Jane took her by the chin and looked right into her eyes and said,<br>
“Helen, you and the children are the best thing that has happened to us. God is good, indeed. Pardon me for stealing your expression, but it seems to be exactly what I feel having you with us. Merry Christmas to you my dear friend. Now go buy something for that family of yours.”
The light had changed, and she crossed the street. She was pushed along into the store, and took the escalator up to the 5th floor, where all the toys were along with Santa. <br>
She felt the need to sit, so she sat down on a bench over by the elevators, placing her purse on the bench next to her. The elevator doors opened, and she turned to look, but when she turned back her purse was gone! She felt panic. If she didn’t get it back, Christmas would be ruined. Then she saw her. A small child was practically running to the escalators with her purse in her arms. She immediately gave chase, but the little girl, who could be no more than a year older than her daughter could slip through the crowds faster than a grown women could. Helen finally cornered her when she tried to leave through a locked door.
When she grabbed the child, she started to cry. She was crying so hard that even though her mouth was opening to say something, the words did not come out. Finally she blurted out,<br>
“Please don’t take me to jail. Please, Please. I want the money for my mommy. She said that the man was going to put us out on the street tomorrow if we don’t pay him the money. Oh Please, I am sorry. Please don’t take me to jail. My mommy needs me.” She cried even harder.
Helen was deeply touched. She felt the tears rolling down her cheek. She took the little girls hand and said,<br>
“I am not taking you to jail. Please stop crying” <br>
A small crowd of curious customers was looking intently at them now. They obviously thought that Helen was a mean mother, making her little girl cry so hard.<br>
“I am not taking you to jail, so please try to stop crying. Now where is you mommy?”<br>
“She is at home with my little brother Timmy. He is very sick. He is only three. Mommy said that he might die if he doesn’t get some medicine”<br>
Helen gasped. For a minute she couldn’t breathe. Then she started to breathe again and asked,<br>
“What is you name, and how old are you?”<br>
“My name is Sarah, and I am six years old, well almost.”<br>
Now Helen felt like she was going to faint, but she quickly regained her composure as she realized what was happening here. As a Christian she believed that there was no such thing as “Just a coincidence” but that this was a message from God. Sometimes called a “God Thing.” She was with this little child with the same name and age as her own child. She felt a chill run up her spine, as she remembered that there also was another child the same name and age as her son. Now she knew what she must do. God is good.<br>
“Sarah, take me to your mommy”<br>
Sarah started to cry again. “Oh please, don’t tell my mommy what I did. I just want to help her and my brother.”<br>
“Don’t worry, I want to help too” Helen replied. She knew what she must do.<br>
They walked west on 34th Street to Eighth Avenue, and then north to 40th street. As they walked Helen couldn’t help wondering how this little child could wander so far from her home all alone. Midway between Eighth and Ninth, Sarah stopped in front of a dilapidated tenement building, so typical of this Hell’s Kitchen neighborhood. They climbed up to the third floor through dimly lit stairwells. She stopped at a door marked 302.<br>
“This is where we live. Please don’t tell…”<br>
Before Sarah could finish the door opened. A tired looking emaciated woman stood there in the doorway.<br>
“Sarah, where have you been? I have been worried to death. Why did you run away?” Then turning her eyes up to me, she said, <br>
“Where did you find her?<br>
“She found me in Macys. I have come to help you. Tell me how I can? How is your Timmy?”<br>
The woman looked into Helen’s eyes and smiled. “God is good. You must be the answer to my prayers. Please come in and sit with me while I thank Him for sending you.” <br>
Helen went in and together they thanked the Lord for this day. When they had finished their prayer, Helen asked her about the boy.<br>
“What he really needs is an operation on his heart. He has a hole in it, and unless he has the surgery to correct it, he will not be here for…” She started to cry before she could finish.<br>
Helen had noticed a pay phone in the hallway. She immediately dialed the Harrison’s number. George answered.<br>
“Dr. Harrison, I have a young heart patient for you. This patient is being sent to you from God, and he needs an ambulance at 814 west 40th street as soon as possible to pick him up. Thank you. His mother and I will meet you at the hospital.”<br>
When George hung up the phone he looked at his wife and said,<br>
“I didn’t know that you told Helen that I was a cardiac surgeon.”<br>
“I didn’t”<br>
The surgery had gone well, and young Timmy was out of the hospital in plenty of time for Christmas. Helen had cashed her check and given all the money to Timmy’s mother. She had needed two hundred fifty dollars for the two months rent that she was behind. The rest went for food to feed her little hungry family. Now on this Christmas day they were all gathered at Helen Matthew’s apartment, the two Sarahs and the two Timmys and the two mothers. The tree was nicely decorated, but there were no presents under the tree. Helen was just explaining that perhaps Santa would not be able to come this year, when there was a loud knock at the door. One of the Sarahs opened it, and there stood old Santa himself. He had a big bag stuffed with all kinds of things that little girls and boys would like, and two of everything. Mrs. Santa was right behind him, carrying a large fully cooked Turkey, and young Dorothy following with all the other good things that make for a good Christmas dinner. Yes, God is good. Really good especially to those who know that it is much better to give and to serve than to merely receive.